Today’s a shitty day, so fuck everyone. I’d tell you about my shitty day, but you know… you’re 3000 miles away and we do t speak, so there’s that. But everyone can suck my balls today. Not literally because… just ew, and not to mention they’re still so fucking ticklish.
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Joshua Throne and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day.
I’m sorry to hear it. 😦
P.S. You have big, beautiful balls. And now that you mention them…I’d be lying if I said I didn’t get a little girl boner imagining the sensation of them slapping up against my ass.
Now back to your bummer day.
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Thank you. That really cheered me up. And coincidentally (or not so with us) I was just going to post something to you. Stay tuned.
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Tuned for sound.
I’m in Mexico. Mayan Riviera. Remember how we third-dated here? I was such a girl then, just a wee babe. I look back on that version of me with such embarrassment, but tenderness and lovingkindess too.
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Is lovingkindness a word? Yes, you had just turned 28, were completely sexy, and naive in so many ways. I fell regardless.
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If you don’t mind me asking, how’s Mexico? Yoga retreat?
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Lovingkindness is a Buddhist concept. Stoner surfer Throner Boner might have encontered it as “metta”.
I didn’t know myself then, sexually or otherwise, but it’s flattering that you found me so. So thank you. 🙈
Anywho… your earlier post left me intrigued. You suggested strongly at a hiatus, if not a severing of ties. I expected silence, and then gradually a giving way into nothingness. But here you are.
If you’re in love, BE IN LOVE, goddamn it! Give yourself over to it. Let it envelope you. And if it evolves to love-love, you’ll know it, and you’ll be transfixed, and content and settled, and you’ll stop reaching out to me.
Your partner in confusion,
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Partner in confusion. I like that. And I like lovingkindless. Thank you for the wise words on Love. You are getting so profound these days. I’m not in love, FYI, but I do have feelings for her. She has a son and doesn’t want anymore kids, which is a non-starter for me. Maybe I’ll have kids and maybe I won’t, but choosing to be with her is choosing to not have them, and I can’t make that choice. Yes, I thought I’d fade away. Maybe this is fading away. Reaching out to that little piece of my heart that got away.
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